It's real hell out here!!!!!

Taking to writing after a long break...
Anybody not experiencing it can hardly imagine the pestering pressure that we are being kept under at IITK..but it's very disheartening that the faculties deliberately suppressed this point when raised in the faculty meeting..
I came here with a lot of hope to enjoy a good academic environment, but I must say that the curriculum is so loaded that my 2 month's stay over here has been far from pleasant...it's rather bitter..

Big implementation assignments always frighten me(I understand it's not a matter to take pride in)..but the tight deadlines and a multitude of assignments is exhausting me and,I'm afraid, I might shortly start to abhor studying.Many guys are of the opinion that there is a point in keeping you under this pressure..you end up learning something.Even if that is true,the process of learning is extremely painful..

I still remember the mental burden that I had in the week preceding the first mid semeter examination.The examination went awefully bad but as the result came out, I found that my relative score(which is what matters) has not been that bad..
Worse is that academic obligations have completely taken us up.We hardly find time for playing or even going through newspapers at some length.Monotony and exhaustion have spanned our life..
Looking forward to go to Kolkata in the Pujas.This break is very much needed..